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I LOST MY APPLE PENCIL!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hello i wish more people would read the dummy's dummy webtoon web novel even more considering i am actually obsessed with this web toon.

Like there is soooooo little content of this web comic, and i am starve and my crops needed to be watered. It frustrate me to no end, i might make my own content with it since there so little of it in ao3 and tumblr alone (and yes, i will not touch twitter with 15 foot pole)

does paris know i would die for him. because i would. i absolutely would.

Holy shit guys. If you're overwhelmed, get on a swing, turn on Sleep Awake by mother mother and just belt along with it. I released so many emotions I didn't even know I was holding in. Best feeling ever.

Saving this for my speech

P.S. Every mistake has its own surname...and because of the inaction of your political leaders, Putin was able to fund an army and nuclear weapons aimed at Europe with your gas and oil money. Thanks to the incompetence of your politicians, dictators and terrorists became more and more brazen...and your own politicians destroyed the German military industry and army from within. I am more than convinced that if NATO countries had met normal and effective defense requirements THERE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A WAR...

The shame of Western politicians is actually even greater than most can imagine, because already at the beginning of the 2000s, THE WEST RECEIVED ALL THE INFORMATION AND PROOFS THAT PUTIN WAS PREPARING FOR A WAR AGAINST THE WEST...

HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS INCREDIBLE!!!

Google Drive full of book PDFs about Chernobyl

Link to the Google Drive if you don't want to click the title: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kscKFciW6almJA8p-0sUQPO3c0A4AQYe

Note: It will be updated regularly - for as long as I'll be able to find/get new things =) So far I've compiled 41 books in three languages.

Just to repeat what I said in the first post: I'm open to any requests or suggestions or even PDFs themselves, if someone wants to share theirs from their collection. Message me, send me an ask, throw a rock through my window - whatever you prefer, just please, do it yourself because I'm too scared to message anyone, thanks. No fiction - that's the only rule. Any language is welcome - if you want me to look for a certain book in the language of your choice, I'll do that. If you have a book in language other than English, I'd love to add it to the Drive! If you have a better version of whatever PDF I've already got, then I'd be more than happy to do a swap.

Now, some of my reasoning, if anyone's interested: first of all, I think it's important for everyone to be able to access stuff like this. Think of it as a library, minus the "give these back" part. Secondly, I get soooo mad when people are like haha, found this super rare, basically impossible to find, very expensive book! ...I shall now keep it exclusively to myself. Ma'am, you're ruining the vibe and stalling everyone's hobby research but I guess you do you...

List of all the books (under the cut):

In English:

Voices from Chernobyl - Alexievich S.

Chernobyl Reactor Accident - Source Term

Chernobyl - Insight from the Inside - Dr. Chernousenko V.M.

How It Was - Dyatlov A.S.

(ENG+RUS) Chernobyl Booklet

Chernobyl: The Devastation, Destruction and Consequences of the World’s Worst Radiation Accident - Fitzgerald I.

Final Warning. The Legacy of Chernobyl - Gale R.P.

Midnight in Chernobyl: The Untold Story of the World’s Greatest Nuclear Disaster - Higginbotham A.

INSAG-1

INSAG-7

Interesting Chernobyl - 100 Symbols

From Chernobyl To Fukushima - Karpan N.

Manual for Survival. A Chernobyl Guide to the Future - Kate Brown

Chernobyl. Confessions of a Reporter - Kostin I.

The Politics of Invisibility. Public Knowledge about Radiation Health Effects after Chernobyl - Kuchinskaya O.

Memories - Kupnyi A.

Chernobyl 01:23:40 - The Incredible True Story of the World’s Worst Nuclear Disaster - Leatherbarrow A.

Chernobyl Notebook - Medvedev G.

No Breathing Room - Medvedev G.

Chernobyl Record - The Definitive History of the Chernobyl Catastrophe - Mould R. F.

Wormwood Forest - A Natural History of Chernobyl - Mycio M.

Life Exposed: Biological Citizens After Chernobyl - Petryna A.

Chernobyl: History of a Tragedy - Plokhy S.

Ablaze - Story of Chernobyl - Read P.P.

Producing Power: The Pre-Chernobyl History of the Soviet Nuclear Industry - Schmid S. D.

Chernobyl: A Documentary Story - Shcherbak I.

The Vienna Report

Chernobyl - Crime Without Punishment - Yaroshinskaya A.A.

In Russian:

Chernobyl: Kak eto bylo. Preduprezhdeni - Kopchinsky, Steinberg

Chernobyl. Tak eto bylo. Vzglyad Iznutri - Voznyak Ya. Troitskiy N.

Лучевая болезнь человека (очерки) - Гуськова А.К., Байсоголов Г.Д.

Чернобыль. Как это было - Дятлов А.С.

Чернобыль: 30 лет спустя - Кравчук Н.В.

Живы - Купный А.

Чернобыль - Щербак Ю.

(ONLY Pages 367-383) Чернобыль, 10 лет спустя. Неизбежность или случайность?

KGB files - pre and post accident (includes additional information in Ukrainian)

In Polish: 

Jak to było - Diatłov A.S.

Czarnobyl - Plokhy S.

Czarnobyl - Sekuła P.

Katastrofa w Czarnobylu - Sekuła P.

Czarnobyl. Od katastrofy do procesu - Siwiński W.

NOTICE: As more and more fanfic writers are using generative AI for their works (you uncreative dweebs), I hereby swear on everything I hold dear that I have not and will NEVER use generative AI in ANY of my written work. Everything I post will be organically and creatively my own.

Left-handed Ena Dream BBQ fan animation yayyy

“why isn’t there any fic about (x)?” there can be a fic that is precisely about what you want to read. just start writing that fic for yourself.

“but I’m not a writer” every writer has had their first time writing. most writers start with writing something they want to read. your work doesn’t have to be perfect, because having 1 fic that is precisely about what you want to read, even if it’s not perfect, is still better than having 0 fics about what you want to read.

ALSO ALSO SPEAKING OF NOT BEING ABLE TO DRAW SIDE SHAVES IN A GRAVITY FALLS STYLE, HERE'S SOME SIDE SHAVES I DREW TO PRACTICE :

Side tangent: men with long hair are so hooooot. Idk why either. Specifically men like Kili from Lord of the rings and winter soldier from marvel. That is one of the few things my demi aroace ass actually finds attractive in men (and women lmao)

I FINISHED MY COUSIN WITH DIPPER LMAOOOO!!!

honestly so proud of this ✋😌. I'm also making MORE ART for golden glue and porcelain (@pickledchips, @goldenglueandporcelain) and to the lakes I hate it here (@conquestgoddess). I'm am so freaking obsessed, it is not healthy😭😭😭. Also also I'm trying to make myself as gravity falls character, and dear GOD IT IS NOT WORKING!!! I have a side shave and short hair, and for some unknown reason, I cannot draw that in gravity falls style :|. Frankly don't know why. Really annoying.

another gravity falls animation! :3 hope yall enjoy!

I MADE FAN ART FOR "I hate it here, so take me to the lakes" BY @conquestgoddess!!! IT'S FROM AFTER CHAPTER 16 (the last chapter written as of now) AND UGHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD😫!!! we're getting angst now in the story and I'm so happy. Personally, I hope we got some good ol' Bill starts to self deprecate because of what he did, so he isolates himself away from everyone and becomes almost a shell of himself because he hates what he did and Ford doesn't know what to do and then we have an emotional scene where Bill finally breaks down

My toxic trait in reading is when characters just spiral down in on themselves and then break down in the person's arm who they think wants them dead or hates them. Please please PLEASE if anyone has stories like them, givethemtomenow.

Current wip for my cousin :3

The spring bonding montage has arrived! 🌷

Had a lot of fun making some of these. Hope y’all enjoy! :D

More fan art, cause WHY NOT >:D!!!

Again, zombie fixer-upper au bill from golden glue and porcelain. I'm also gonna start making fan art of bill from "I hate it here, so take me to the lakes" which is a story on ao3 created by @conquestgoddess (sorry for the tag if you don't like it). I have been cranking these out, and I'm so happy with what they become ^^! I'm also making a picture of my cousin and Dipper cause she has a small crush on him lmao. So look out for that XD

Yes, he's listening to the band Mother Mother. More specifically hayloft 2. No, I am absolutely not projecting my current music hyperfixation on him.

Just a quick little sketch of Billy the silly from golden glue and porcelain :3

This one is just meh imo, but it was still fun :)

Holy hell I'm finally done😭😆!!! I spent the whole day doing this and like four consecutive hours after school, and I am SO PROUD!!!

This is fan art created for the ao3 story "Golden Glue and Porcelain" by @pickledchips! It's a zombie/repair man bill cipher au (at least I think it is. Correct me if I'm wrong😭). I tried a "new" style. I say "new" because I'm still new to digital art in general, but I absolutely love this kind of style :3

ANYWAYS enough ranting. Go read golden glue and porcelain and enjoy this fan art for it :3

Edit: tagging @1spooky2me because this fixer upper au was their original idea :)👍

Just some human Bill x ford fan art I drew because I'm totally not obsessed-

they're chillin

"nothing is real atoms never touch each other youve never touched anything in your life" ok. well when i pet my dog he is soft and when he licks my hand it is wet and that is far more real to me than whatevers going on at an atomic level

the suffering never ends

billford animatic i made to the song 'confrontation'! ^^

Another day another AU lets go !

DECAY

The decay au is one I've had for a really long time and I finally wrote it out and drew a little for it! so I hope you all enjoy!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64319176/chapters/165108256

hey don’t cry. spiro the bald eagle failing at catching a crab, okay?

Microooowaveeee!

Confrontation

Part 1 |

Little thing I sketched up a bit ago, and there's more planned for it :) Don't know how many parts it'll be, but I'm aiming for 3 or fewer (but I'm really good at stretching these out more than I intend-)

...this hurts like hell.

Mouthwashing Post-Steam Awards Special

I'm honored to be asked again by the developers of Mouthwashing to create this video following the Steam Awards. While the game may not have won, its journey and the incredible community behind it are worth celebrating!

Please note that this video and voices are not canon to the game. It’s just a little something to show appreciation for the amazing Mouthwashing fandom!

(Btw I had to export this video at 480p to fit Tumblr's upload limits. If you'd like to watch it in glorious 1440p, you can check it out on YouTube here!)

Voice actors:

Curly: ‪@GianniMatragrano‬

Anya: ‪@VoiceQuills‬

Jimmy: ‪@SeigiVA‬

Swansea: ‪@JakVox‬

Daisuke: ‪@funnywes‬

Interviewer: ‪@ganglemanVA‬

Suit models rigged by desdarkdesigns

Song: Bad News [Official Mouthwashing OST]