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put me in the psych ward again, idgaf, it wont change anything
change my meds, put me on antipsychotics, make me do therapy 4 times a week, make me drink more water, make me go outside more, it doesn't fucking work.
im crazy no matter what. no treatment will help or change it at all, and dont you dare say that im not trying hard enough it doesn't work. ever.
idek my school is great (it better be for 80 FUCKING THOUSAND DOLLARS A YEAR) (im on financial aid dont come after me)
but it is not great enough
no motivation, only motivation to die. i want to die. please let me die. jesus christ just bury me alive at this point and set fire to the casket. literally take me out back and shoot me dead in a gravel pit where you killed your dog and goat. literally kill me i cant do this anymore i would rather be dead than have to stay here in this hell
im in a new class but everyone in it has already been in the class for a term, and i'm joining in the second term bc of weird scheduling shit. theres this one girl thats being really sarcastic and im freaking out bc everyone thinks that shes just so funny but everytime she makes a "joke" i feel like i'm going to die. to top it off i thought i was going to have a great teacher but instead i have a fatphobic teacher who doesn't give a shit if people are blatantly spreading misinformation and bullying people. god i hate school. not to mention, this is a science class, and i have a lot of bad past experiences ( i would say ptsd but its not one of my diagnoses so i'll just call it Post Traumatic Stress, no disorder[yet]) in science classes and so being in science courses always freaks me out. everyone is being so fucking loud and they all know each other and i don't know them. i dont understand why people think its ok to literally yell in the middle of class. i feel like im gonna throw up.
yes but actually shes a bi dog girl
this is factual she has told me
I don't want to be calm.
I wanna be a feral, trans, lesbian cat girl who is incredibly clingy to her girlfriends, get horny and the slightest sight of booty or booby, and yaps about Star Wars all day. :(
its like purely platonic tho, im def not gonna take ur hand and squeeze it in morse code that spells out your name and then ask to kiss you
Bro come look at the stars with me I am not feeling like myself
omg i love my sister so much she is so cool and awesome and amazing shes so cool
shes 22, we have a 7 year age gap (im 14) and for the first 10 years of my life i hated her and she hated me but we've moved past that and now she told me she thinks im kinda cool!!
some things about my sister:
she is a stoner (used to smoke a lot but now just does edibles)
she takes the LSATS for fun (her highest score was like a 172 or something)
she is VERY COOL (self explanitory)
she called me a tranny for like 3 years before i came out, and it was really annoying bc she could call me a tranny but i couldn't call her it back (SHE IS TRANS DONT COME FOR HER SHE IS AMAZING AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH)
she loves me
I LOVE HER SO MUCH
realizing im actually kinda cool (my older sister wrote back when i texted her a meme)
OMG AND ONCE SHE SAID I WAS and i quote "actually kinda gang"
could be us but she playin
happy lesbians
i think shes actually allergic to strawberries tho
hey girl are you strawberries because I like strawberries
necessary for you all to see
WEEE!! WEEEE!!! WEEE!!! YAYYY!! YIPPIE! WAHOO! AWAWAWA!!! WEE WEE WAA WAA WAA! ZWEEM !! BABABABA! YAHOOO WEE YAY WYEE !! WEWEWEE!!
nooo not my rizzler!!
DO IT or ill throw a pig at you (the pig will be fine, i cant say the same for y'all)
@sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @woollychicken @thatlesbianmallgoth @littlechaoscryptid
A friend threatened me to repost so I will!
Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.
@ey-theys-was-coronas
@fangirlhehe
I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-
god i just want to kiss her so bad
i want her to kiss me on the way out of our shared apartment in berkley before she grabs her coffee and keys and walks out the door to her job at the uc berkeley oceanography institute. then at her lunch break, she texts me a photo of the lunch i packed her and a selfie of her doing kissy lips and saying "thank you for the lunch, my love" and i'll send her a selfie back and say "of course! love you! can't wait for our date tonight, you booked the dog sitter, right?" and she'll say "oh shit i forgot" and i'll say "babe im just kidding, the downstairs neighbors said they'd watch luna, remember?" and she'd send back the sighing emoji and then say "i gotta run, see you tonight!" with a red heart emoji
set him on fire
Hey guys I have a joke for you!
specifically HER
idgaf that her family doesn't see her as a woman
idgaf that the world doesn't see her as a woman
she is my woman
(i wish)
she is the prettiest woman i know
ahhhh i love love love women
so much so much
would more people actually accept this? i actually like my body but i'm always made to feel like i shouldn't. i don't care that my stretch marks are purple, i think its a beautiful story told through lines in my skin, i dont care that when i wear crop tops my stomach hangs out, i don't care that certian pants give me a "muffin top" WHO DOESN"T LIKE MUFFINS.
Being fat or chubby or plus sized isn’t something people are beautiful in spite of, btw. It’s beautiful in and of itself
Fat butches on motorcycles, in bars, wearing tank tops and worn out jeans and jackets that show off the space they aren’t afraid to take up in the world are beautiful
Fat femmes in dresses and shirts and pants that don’t try to hide them, the indents of tight clothing on soft skin, are beautiful
Because of, not despite
too real
Oh no I'm not into her I just spend every free moment fantasizing about her lips on mine
happy anniversary!
and to all neo-nazis alive today,
oh my god so theres this girl at my school named laura and she is my absolute idol. she has a septum AND two regular nose peircings, an eyebrow ring, her hair is black with purple streaks, she always has the coolest clothes ever and she has a bunch of tattoos. oml shes so cool. shes literally my idol
no borax no glue please
How to have a crush without it absolutely consuming you entirely?
my sister told me that i couldnt say tranny bc im an enby... i asked her if that meant she thought i wasnt trans enough... SHE FUCKING SAID YES. idgaf that it was originally used against trans women, its been used against me countless times, i think i deserve to say something that has been hurled at me in hate. (also dont come after her, shes trans too)
"trans men can't use tranny, that's a slur for trans women!" "trans men can't use t4t because it was originally meant for trans lesbians!" you sound like a chronically online 14 year old 'queer activist' tiktoker who thinks that bigotry always stays on target and that queerness can be neatly put into boxes
radfems / terfs get blocked on sight. i'm not going to argue with you or try to explain things you don't care to try to understand.
I’m yearning. Someone sedate me pls
they are amazing, i love seeing cis white men having good, non- incel opinions on the internet
Jake and Logan Paul are the Wario and Waluigi versions of the Da Vinki twins.
omg i was basically in love with this guy he had amazing hair, like down to his ass, perfectly clean, beautifully brown/caramel and then i found out his name was KYLE.
girls with short hair & guys with long hair >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
relapsed in january, cut LITERALLY ONCE they sent me to the mental hospital. SO not worth it
you ever had a relapse that’s so mid you wish you just stayed clean lmao
amazing analysis
The biggest reason 9/11 did not happen in brazil is because big jesus would have catched the plane and destroy the terorist. Second big reason is tjat world trade center wads not i nbrasil
had a dream i went on a date with her (at the grocery store? it was really nice tho) and i said that i hadn't ever played a specific video game and a guy walking past us went WHAT and then his dog jumped on me and was so cute and cuddly. then she went on to explain the game for 20 minutes while i was cuddling a cute fluffy golden retriever and at some point the dog switched to her and i was just stroking her hair and she was sitting in my lap and then she kissed me on the cheek.
then i woke up.
nice dream, not nice waking up