and if you felt the need of all the beautiful things in the world.
a full collection inside your mind
would you let go of all you own
to fully belong to ideas?
today i read a thing about anxiety being your illusion of control over something you couldn't possibly control. it made me cry, but not because I could relate
it was because it reminded me that I don't have control and that fucking terrifies me
and because it reminded me that maybe if I was a little bit less like me, maybe I could have a bit more of that control
Bumblebee doodles and Scottish ballads; its been an excellent afternoon. : )