What Happens Once You Kill Yourself? Because I'm Ready To Go.

i don’t know if you’ve realized from the quotes that i have posted but i’m in an intense grishaverse/leigh bardugo phase i need help send help i read too much

on a more positive note i have officially spent 87% of my money on books and my boyfriend is now upset with me because i‘ve been “reading books with strong male characters that i adore” (the ‘i’ being the boyfriend) so i don’t really get his point but oh well i won’t stop reading for him i’m sorry

ok i think that this is something everyone should know exists just to feel safer i don’t want to go on and on but i think that one day someone could benefit from this sooo here ya go!

also i’m here to talk whenever, you don’t even have to be going through shit i’ll still just talk about anything i love you!!

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

“Maybe it’s sad that these are now memories. Maybe it’s not sad.”

—The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chobsky

kay y’all are gonna hear my life storyyyyy

so basically the bus was like twenty minutes late and now the driver is like fucking speeding and it’s hilarious but i’m still so late to practice it started eight mins ago ahhh

okay i think that’s it

oh wait no i wrote my fave word on my hand it’s elysian great word

“Men mock the gods until they need them, Kaz”

—Inej, Six of Crows

“The heart is an arrow. It demands aim to land true”

Leigh Bardugo, Six of Crows

“Did we win?”

”I‘m here, aren’t I?”

He must be running. Her bosy bounced painfully against his chest with every lurching step. He couldn’t carry her and use his cane.

”I don’t want to die.”

”I’ll do my best to make other arrangements for you.”

She closed her eyes.

”Keep talking, Wraith. Don’t slip away from me.”

”But that’s what I do best.”

He clutched her tighter. “Just make it to the schooner. Open your damn eyes, Inej.”

— Six Of Crows, Leigh Bardugo

ok it’s the evening so of course i got a random burst of spontaneity (i don’t know how to spell that haha thank gosh for autocorrect) so here i go trying to write poetry stick with me

i

you

us.

together we

could

be

what the world needs

us to be.

but for now

let’s

be

what we need us to be.

let’s

be

what

we want us to be.

Me: my goal tomorrow is waking up and actually getting out of bed.

Also me at three am the next day: getting up to go to the restroom technically qualifies, so I guess door dash is gonna need to deliver stuff directly to my bed today

Pink dusted the sky like stars, half transparent through the veil of clouds that lay above the water.