This is my personal blog where I post about my hyper fixations and stuff. :p My pronouns are she/her I'm 19 (1/20/06) I'm bilingual Spanish/English Xavier is my bbg(≧▽≦) My insta: https://www.instagram.com/cristal._.m3th?igsh=MWtwZDdmZWM1eG0wYw== My Twitter: https://x.com/cristal_m3th?t=D2ISDkNbKDzAZxcpTA-JYg&s=09 My YouTube channel: https://youtube.com/@cristal5375?si=xPJkcBnwsIjnxb0f
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I dreamt I married Xavier last night. And my dumbass woke up smiling because it felt so real.😭 I'd literally go into a coma if it meant I could stay in that dream and feel happy.
I got my Xavier the new outfit. (• ▽ •;) (He looks so cozy I love it.)
aaa I finally figured out how to decorate sylus's birthday cake!!(≧▽≦) Thanks to dimpledunce's tutorial on tiktok of course.(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
AAAAAAA I GOT IT ON MY FIRST PULL WITH THE FREE TICKETS INFOLD GAVE AWAY!!I DIDN'T EVEN THINK I WAS GOING TO GET HIM BECAUSE I WAS ORIGINALLY GOING TO SKIP HIS BANNER TO SAVE MORE DIAMONDS (≧▽≦) I'm not going to push my luck though because I'm saving up for sylus's birthday.(⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝)
sylus when you work/study with him
I filled in this love and deepspace chart activity I found on tiktok. I bet you can't tell which guy is my favorite.
Really?? Rafayel again?? 😭😭
I CAVED‼️😭
I CAVED AND MADE MY FIRST IN GAME PURCHASE‼️😭 ALL IT TOOK WERE SOME VEINY ARMS AND A PEEK OF XAVIER'S TONGUE TO MAKE ME CAVE IN‼️😭
This is me rn:
A BANK EMPLOYEE CAN SEE THAT IN MY TRANSACTION HISTORY‼️😭 THEY'LL KNOW WHAT I AM‼️😭
OKAY THIS CAN'T BE A COINCIDENCE! RIGHT?! (°△°|||)
This is the first thing he said when I logged in!!Like, did he smell my banana bread?? How did he know I was baking??(• ▽ •;) This isn't the first time he's said something, specific enough to make me wonder if he can see and hear me behind the screen.
My banana bread for reference.(• ▽ •;) (I "decorated" it with chocolate chips.)
AAA THIS AUDIO!!(≧▽≦)
THIS AUDIO IS OFFICIALLY MY FAVORITE!! (≧▽≦) He's so expressive and silly in this audio, and it's just so cute. (≧ヮ≦) 💕 He made me laugh out loud at 11 pm when he started whispering. (I love expressive Xavier so much. He triggers that cute aggression thing in me.)
HE'S FINALLY HOME‼️😭 IT TOOK SIX DAYS AND 100 PULLS BUT HE'S FINALLY HOME‼️😭
100 PULLS‼️IT TOOK 100 PULLS‼️😭 AND HE ONLY CAME HOME BECAUSE I PULLED FOR HIM AFTER I FINISHED MY STUDY SESSION WITH HIM‼️IT TOOK SIX DAYS OF NON-STOP FARMING‼️I GOT AN ACHIEVEMENT FOR SPENDING 20,000 DIAMONDS‼️😭 AND ALL IT TOOK WAS A FUCK ASS STUDY SESSION TO MAKE HIM COME HOME‼️💀 AAAAAAA‼️😭
But at least I got the three cards I wanted. And Xavier's outfit and haircut. (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) WHICH HE BETTER WEAR BECAUSE I HAVE SPENT 20,000 DIAMONDS AND AN INDESCRIBABLE AMOUNT OF HOURS FARMING IN THE GAME‼️😭
WHY COULDN'T SYLUS BE LIKE XAVIER AND CALEB AND COME HOME DURING MY FIRST THREE PULLS⁉️😭
I mean, it's a 3 day boycott. :p It doesn't seem bad. Btw people are boycotting the game because infold is getting greedy. (Ex: separating the accessories, hairs, and outfits to make players spend more money on clothing items for the love interests.)
I'm a pretty casual love and deep space player. I don't spend money on the gacha system, I farm the in-game currency myself. But even I can tell this drop tier is diabolical.💀 Like, I'm excited for this event, the designs and story/concept appeal to me. But there is no way I'm pulling 285+ times just to get a card and in-game clothing.
The boycott starts February 10th.
(I got the event duration screenshot from the love and deepspace Instagram. But this is a three day boycott.)
Here's a couple of reddit thread(s) with more info about the boycott:
(I know, it's not considered the most reliable source. But I'm putting it here since the users on these threads explain the reason for the boycott better than me.)
Short Video Explaining the boycott:
Source:
Friendly reminder: Infold could afford a Miniso and Tom Ford collab. They're not a small indie dev team which relies on patreon donations to further their game development. They can obviously afford to pay their voice actors, devs, writers, etc.
Love and deepspace profits for reference:
https://www.pocketgamer.biz/love-and-deepspace-celebrates-first-anniversary-and-over-400m-after-record-breaking-month/#:~:text=Love%20and%20Deepspace%20proceeded%20to,anniversary%20on%20January%2018th%2C%202025.
I finally got around to reading Xavier's letter.
Text Ver:
"This is the closest place to the sky. It’s also the closest we can be to the stars. Many people say that you can hear the echoes of destiny here.
As the wind sweeps across the land, I see many things are being forgotten as the seconds pass…Those memories float in the distant starry sea or sink into the sands of time. Like light slipping through our fingers, they’ll scatter and become a faded remnant in the world.
Yet everything about you becomes clearer. Your sorrows, your joys, your body….And your soul….From the moment we first met, I treasured these memories in the depths of my hearts They’ve always shined brilliantly.
Here. I wrote you a letter. I cast an anchor into time and space to mark the moment of me writing these words and you reading them. I believe this tiny anchor will join the stars. It will serve as a guide for our paths. No matter how many times we travel through the vast, uncertain universe, we’ll always meet, converge, and intertwine."
THIS LETTER HURTS BECAUSE I JUST FINISHED READING XAVIER'S MYTH AND LISTENING TO HIS SECRET TIMES STARRY SOUND AUDIO‼️😭 HE BASICALLY JUST SAID HE'LL ALWAYS FIND THE MC/US/WHATEVER YOU VIEW THE PLAYER AS IN EVERY LIFETIME‼️‼️ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
(My reaction after reading the letter, Xavier's myth, and listening to his secret times starry sound audio.)
My MC
Me irl :p
I don't think the face cards match up.(• ▽ •;)
I did my nails!! (≧▽≦) This was my first time transferring images onto nails. (Which is why they look rough) :p
I got the images from Pinterest and made the template on ibis paint. I didn't use any fancy equipment to apply them.
I sealed the images with mod podge (front and back.)
I filed down the nail plate.
I glued the images down with nail glue.
And then I sealed the whole thing with clear nail polish.
I am not a nail tech, so I have no idea what I'm doing. :p
I've played so much love and deepspace that I dreamt I was sleeping in the same bed as Xavier.(〒▽ 〒) It wasn't a bad dream though.👀 (I didn't want to wake up.)
HUH⁉️
WHERE DID THAT COME FROM⁉️
HE SAID THIS AFTER I ZOOMED IN AND TOUCHED HIS CHEEK‼️
I DIDN'T KNOW XAVIER WAS 𝓕𝓡𝓔𝓐𝓚𝓨 LIKE THAT‼️
Me and who?
Goth Girl & The Monster
I tried drawing Resident Evil 4 Leon. I colored a couple of different versions, just becuz. :p
Black and white version:
Colored version:
Reference images:
Here's my most recent graphic design project!(≧▽≦) My professor wanted us to design a set of posters using grid guidelines and a piece of media/company/anything with an established brand. So I chose to design some let it die posters inspired by those old PlayStation/gaming ads.(≧▽≦)
Fun fact: I wanted to design Let It Die condoms for a fourth poster but I opted out of it because my professor said this was meant to be a short project. (It was due today.) :p
update:
Ngl I’m kinda more excited to watch live streams with everyone than actually attend a show
All that for a fucking north american tour. I'm gonna kill myself in front of the way brothers
All I ask is that they play my way home is through you or kill all your friends on this tour
OF COURSE THE FUCKASS TOUR ANNOUNCEMENT PREDICTION HAD TO BE RIGHT!!!
MICHAEL ROMANCE!!! WHEN I CATCH YOU MICHAEL ROMANCE!!!!
HOLY SHIT!!!
PAPER KINGDOM REAL?!! WAS MY PREDICTION RIGHT?!??!
I'M GOING TO LOSE IT IF THIS IS APAPER KINGDOM ANNOUNCEMENT!!! I LITERALLY DESIGNED A FAN COVER LAST MONTH IN MY GRAPHIC DESIGN CLASS!!!!
But then again, this could also be a teaser for some sort of danger days anniversary project. (Since the anniversary is in November.) Orrrr, if I want to be delusional and wishful, then it could be confirmation that my album prediction from 2022 was right!!(≧▽≦)
My album prediction: I think MCR5 is going to be an album full of studio versions of the unreleased songs. (ex:bury me in black, sister to sleep.) Or MCR5 is an official release of paper kingdom. Both of these predictions are (VERY) wishful thinking. But, five of my reunion tour predictions were right, so who knows.(• ▽ •;)
My reunion tour predictions were:
1) Gerard Way wears a pumpkin costume
2) Gerard Way wears a ghost costume
3) Gerard Way wears a vampire costume
(A lot of these were costume predictions)
4) MCR plays bury me in black live (This one was a shot in the dark but. They did!)
5) MCR plays sister to sleep live (This was another shot in the dark but it had me freaking out when I saw the videos on mcrtwt.)
6) Drowning lessons live (never happened because of the curse obvi)
7) Tour documentary (I came up with this one after I noticed that a specific set of the LA shows were album setlists. So my thought process was: record album setlists -> use footage for tour documentary.) This one is probably more(?) realistic since I don't think MCR5 is going to be announced anytime soon. I mean, foundations of decay literally came out on a random Thursday.
Update: SOMEONE TAKE AWAY MY PHONE PRIVILEGES BECAUSE I JUST REALIZED THAT THIS COULD ALSO BE A CRYPTIC MECH OR TOUR ANNOUNCEMENT!!😭 (They just did wwyfest so tour announcement couldn't be that far of a prediction.)
YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!
MICHAEL ROMANCE YOU SON OF A BITCH STOP EDGING US!!!!😭
If it's not a new album I'll tell the FBI that Frank's playing that song again.
Shitty mockups: made by me circa 2023
My Chemical Romance are being cryptic again so