Every TøP Fan Rn But Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?????????????-

When your friend kills himself and you cheer yourself up by drawing a lesbian and her nonbinary crush. I'm so good at coping. Anyways, these are my OCs. The girl doesn't have a name yet, she's an alien and she's either related to a rabbit god that lives on the moon or just really likes bunnies, either way. The other one is Sammie, a living scarecrow of sorts, I guess. They're a farmer that really likes pumpkins and doesn't understand affection/romance at all.

Im in the kind of mood to throw everything away. I feel like deleting all my posts. I want to get off the internet. I'll draw that same fucking window. I'll tell myself that I'll be back to normal tomorrow. But I just want to break anything and everything important to me and then go to sleep. And when I wake up, have nothing be real. But instead I'm going to pretend I'm a real person and keep playing the same mobile game that I've managed not to delete yet. And I'll be ok.

Went to the thrift store saturday after going to the book store and getting lunch w/my mom and oldest sister, Erin! It was rly fun!!!

First pic is just what I was wearing and the other two are the cute dresses my mom bought me! I rly like them!🍑💛🌼💙

LOVE THEM, THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD, PLEASE AND THANK

O btw I’m posting these weird bc I’m posting according to page in my sketchbook-

A kinda cute/kinda creepy digital thing a did with my Oc: Monti😁

She only has a mouth, but wears a magic/tech. Hairbow that helps her show emotions!

What I posted vs. Same page, about 10 minutes after posting.

Pictures of an egg I painted on Easter a while ago! I realised that I hadn't posted these so I thought I'd do that😁

So I'm drawing a thing...

Dude

I'm sick of this.

I am so fucking

Tired

Of feeling full of

Wires

I am so fucking

Sick

Of being filled with a fog so

Thick

That I can't think or

Breathe

And I am so fucking done

Of not feeling like

Enough

Not girly enough

Not boyish enough

Not happy enough

Not depressed enough

Not nervous enough

Not calm enough

Not formal enough

Not casual enough

Not warm enough

Not shy enough

Not

Fucking

Enough

I am

So

Fucking

Sick-

Tired-

Done.

Because this isn't enough.