Don't Y'all Hate It When On Top Of Your Regular Chronic Pains, You Also Are Sick And Overstimulated,

redraw #3!

gayass polycule, fight me punks

sans sona made for a good friend of mine! gunna make more for my other friends too bc i love them all so much >:3

short quilled sonic but it’s angsty (also can you tell I like parental figure Ivo, because I do)

We never really see him use his quills for defense but he IS a hedgehog so what if a villain got irritated at him for defending himself that way and ripped them out (yes, I’m having bad a day). I was thinking it would fit my au, but it’s sad enough as it is.

shrimpo deserves the world

okay so like it's fine if nobody agrees with me, but i have two things to say about petscop

one: rainer aka daniel, originally meant for petscop to be a kids game, but later turned it into an exposé against marvin and all the horrible shit he'd done

two: i believe that by the real life logic of peoples brains suppressing trauma, and paul having literally no recollection of care, on top of care calling herself paul and behaving like him.. i think that care and paul are the same person, that is to say, that the trans allegory is definitely there. it's just care transitioning into paul, and their brain blocking out their previous trauma. i'm guessing the whole game that paul specifically experiences, is maybe a metaphor for confronting trauma and finding out the truth about marvin.

like again, y'all can disagree and/or share your own theories on the story in the comments; but i believe that care is paul, and that the game itself was an exposé against marvin by rainer (aka daniel, mike's big bro, hence why he'd want to do so in the first place; since marvin is implied to have killed mike)

(weird grubby 'guardian' i was talking abt in tags under the cut btw, just to separate it from lore talk):

hay chat, this one's for the dandy's world hc au again; legally blind sprout and his seeing-eye-dog pebble (based on an idea some people in a server i'm in came up with when we were all playing a round)

my kinsonas from dandy's world

after struggling to draw her for so long, i had an epiphany

to elaborate on roles actually:

zargo's role started out as the caretaker and protector, he'd form the front for any emotional stuff, and bad things happening around us. as time went on, he kind of became more of a co-host, especially since we hang near each other so often, and talk a lot. he's still a protector sometimes, but often just defaults to chill co-fronting and/or just hanging out.

shadow was more of a trauma response formation, he kind of just showed up one day after a string of bad events that particularly shook us. he's more of an emotion holder now, just because i take a lot of the brunt of bad things happening to us; mainly because i don't want anyones source trauma being amplified by new trauma. he still will contain any bad emotions when he can, but he's not forced to, and i remind him that he doesn't have to always hold on to that burden for us; since he can share it with me.

shrimpo is the newest member, half formed from a hyperfixation on dandy's world, and half formed from lack of self care for the longest time. he's always been a caretaker, usually doing chores and cooking for us, and he's still trying to be comfortable with forcing his way to front when i don't do important things (like feeding myself, or cleaning up). he also reminds the other two to take care of themselves as well; reminding shadow to not beat himself up over little things, and reminding zargo to keep clean and shower or brush his hair every now and again.

i've always been here, but i find that my form has definitely shifted. we don't particularly have a solid innerworld/headspace, let alone have one at all; but we can still see each other and what we look like. i'm still not sure why exactly my form changed to look nothing like the body but um, it did. i'm not upset about this though, i look like my skelesona, which gives me mega gender euphoria. also, trauma holding has always been a thing for me, but i never fully realized it until now.

normal + simplified versions of our sys bc why not- (i just wanted to experiment with the simplified versions)

zargo is transfem converted from transmasc btw, but her pronouns are she/he (because she still likes using he). also-also, zargo's become more humanoid now, but he's still a cannibal.

anyways yeah, the four of us