Someone Please Tell Me Why I Thought It’d Be A Good Idea To Open My Old Emails From When I Dumped That

someone please tell me why i thought it’d be a good idea to open my old emails from when i dumped that abusive jerk and he kept sending me emails telling me he’d show up at my place

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6 years ago

Mood

A: Oh, I’m sorry, I can’t talk to you right now

B: Why

A: Because I don’t want to

4 years ago

Noooo I'm sorry I accidentally lied

The best day to talk to your crush is whenever you feel ready

It's April 1st y'all

The best day to talk to your crush tbh

Shoot your shot!!

You get a positive answer: congratulations, I'm happy for you :)

You get a negative answer: pretend it was a joke and it's all good, I'm sorry for you but no worries you'll be fine

3 years ago

whenever i tell my friends i’m never invited to their parties, the only answer i get is ‘oh i never get invited either, you know.. there was just this one time when-’

bitch you’re the one planning the parties and you’re invited to other people’s so just be honest and tell me you don’t like me instead of being such an asshole

3 years ago

showed up in class with fresh cuts on my throat from the mental breakdown i had yesterday when i skipped class and one of my classmates laughed and said 'lmao did a cat do this?' but like really first degree and i remained silent and she was like 'ok..' and we've been sitting here awkwardly for 15min now


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3 years ago

lost a few friends, found some real ones, shared a beer, got drunk, learned to know my friend, my crush said hi to me for once and i found out my drunk art is better than my usual art

maybe that’s what we call a great day


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3 years ago

three years ago i was just about to talk to my 'ex' for the very first time

two years ago i was getting yelled at by my 'ex in the middle of the night bc i was working and it apparently was too late for them and it made them mad

one year ago i was slowly healing from this massive destruction i went through

tonight my intrusive thoughts made me go through all of this and i felt the abuse again as if it was still there

i'm just getting used to live on my own, i'm completely alone, facing intrusive thoughts, surrounded by people that know absolutely nothing about this all, it just feels so... it feels like i keep falling apart even more than a year after putting an end to this and it's so hard i want to give up


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3 years ago

oh god i can't believe this, he's currently gaslighting me, tho he doesn't even know what happened precisely

he must be fucking kidding me

texted a friend to tell him that 1. i was here if he ever needed anyone (bc he told me he had no one to talk to) and that 2. i've been treated unfairly and it's making me upset and his only answer was 'i need you to send me the thing i asked you for bc it's due tomorrow' and i can't believe i'm constantly trying my best for people that just couldn't care less

5 years ago

Well a few days ago I accidentally told my mom I’m trans


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4 years ago

i keep having nightmares where he comes back and finds me and hurts me and no one tries to help me


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6 years ago

Draco: Happy anniversary, my love

Harry: A year together and you’re all sappy, eh?

Draco: I still hate you, only I love you too now

Harry: You’re so weird

Draco: I’m a complex and interesting person

Harry: And a fucking git

Draco: A git you like fucking


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