“There Is Nothing I Would Not Do For Those Who Are Really My Friends. I Have No Notion Of Loving People

@ my plants

I finally accepted that I need to be by myself and just heal....

I don’t think people realise how hard it is to re-discover the person you were before depression or even try to remember your own personality

Today I started my new journey of sobriety in a way that is not always going to be easy..

I am thankful for my growth as it was not easy for me to make this decision, I did it regardless..

I did it for me, I also did it for my children who deserve a healthy and happy mother..

Depression sucks.. it sneaks up on you when you feel like it is too much to handle. I’m in my feelings tonight, I have so much to be grateful for but there’s just that feeling of guilt, shame, sadness, when does it ever end?! All I can do is feel and sit with it all while I am HEALING ❤️‍🩹

New Town, Fresh Start, Second Chance To Life.

I haven’t had a place of my own in over three years, this is a BIG accomplishment for me. I’m so PROUD of my hard work. It took lots of Prayer and tears, but I feel much more confident that this was all worth the sacrifice to be able to get through this journey.

Blessed beyond belief.

People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.