Thought I Had Major Abandonment Issues But Turns Out I Was Just Neglected Lol

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My grandma has been battling cancer for some time now.. She made a huge decision to be put on hospice, that started Friday. It’s absolutely horrifying to know that you are now in your last days of life.. 😭💔😭

God brought you into my life at the age of 12, I haven’t always been the easiest granddaughter, consistency was challenging for me, abandonment issues caused me to withdraw myself from just about anyone. Involving myself with the wrong people which led me to live life on certain expectations cause of my own choices.

You helped with open hands, a caring heart, love you poured into every single one of us. Speaking advice into ears that needed it, being the worlds greatest grandma to us kids! Importantly, while leaving a toxic relationship my daughter gained having the best gee-gee in her life!!!!!! She adores you!!!! She feels everything so deeply so this right now is affecting her so much… 💔

I pray for peace, I pray for strength, I pray for no more pain in your life grandma!!!!!!

A PRECIOUS human my family & I LOVE dearly, is once again being ripped away from us by this evil sickness cancer! It’s not fair, watching someone so close to you slowly dying is terrifying. It makes you question everything, mixed emotions & not enough words to be said that we can say to save those we care about…

Pray for my family at this time. Cherish your time with your loved ones, hug them extra tightly for a moment. You never know what life has in store for each one of us. Embrace the love that comes to us, appreciate the people who have been there all along. Life flashes before our eyes, without a trace of hope or fear of the unknown.

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A little thing about judgement✨

1.judgment on non believers:

We aren’t supposed to do this- at all really, they don’t know God, they don’t know what they’re doing. Hate surely doesn’t bring anyone to him.

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." - Matthew 7:1-2

2. Judging believers. I’ve seen people recently say “yes we are supposed to judge in the church” and yes, we are but there are rules and limitation to this “judgment” firstly, it’s not supposed to be hypocritical judgment. Secondly, it’s not supposed to be for the intention of shaming or hurting them, it’s supposed to be to help and raise them back up to God. And thirdly we’re supposed to judge on their fruits not their past or outward appearances.

"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye." - Matthew 7:3-5

We ALL fall short, and we judge we are hypocrites because to God all sins are equal. Jesus is our forgiveness and salvation.

Peace and love with you.

you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.

New Town, Fresh Start, Second Chance To Life.

I haven’t had a place of my own in over three years, this is a BIG accomplishment for me. I’m so PROUD of my hard work. It took lots of Prayer and tears, but I feel much more confident that this was all worth the sacrifice to be able to get through this journey.

Blessed beyond belief.